the account (sleep) ain't balancing...

After a 2 week hiatus, i have returned. Presentation today was rather, erm, impromptu at best. Surprised that we pulled it off so well, considering how terrible we sounded during the rehearsals (a rarity for me, considering i almost NEVER rehearse presentations). Glad its over. The stupid thing forced me to stay awake after AHM yesterday, to finish it. I think it was more tiresome than the 21km... On a side note, need to train more for Standard Chartered... woefully inadequately prepared for it. Actually, not so much the running that i need to worry about, but rather, keeping myself injury free - i don't exactly have the best pair of ankles around, and having flat feet ISN'T a plus either. But what the heck, like Richard Branson says 'Screw it, just do it'. Very go-getter. Excellent philosophy. Think this sort of thinking might get me killed young... heh. Especially in a career with the army. Too 'garang'? i wonder. Heard that some of my guys commented i was 'too garang' as a PC. I always thought i was rather 'indifferent' in that i didn't think i did anything above and beyond what would have been expected of any other officer in a similar position out in the field. Strange.

Been posed a question of serving in a ministry in church... but i have no idea which one. wondering if its even in the church that i should be serving. will pray on this. maybe it might be ideal to apply the same thinking as above, and just do it. heh.

thoughts incoherent now. nitebike (fri), AHM(sun)+Svc+presentation+fullday(mon) = need for rest. currently in deficit. shall sign off. realise writing has become gibberish.heh.